A message from my divine sexual goddess self…I can have all the dream lovers that I want and can handle. Trust yourself. Trust your own process. You know. You do not take wrong turns or make wrong decisions. Follow your course as it reveals itself to you. You know the way. Be with what is. Creative delight in your own sensuality. Let go of everything else. Trust the instincts, desires, and wisdom of your sacred, sensual self. You are overflowing with sensuality. Ride the wave. 

My most recent sexual fantasy is that I have 3 amazing lovers. They are all beautiful, kind, sensitive, masculine, and wise men. They honor our time together, value it, and prioritize it. Each of my lovers comes to see me once a week. They bring me flowers, treats, chocolates, and beautiful gifts. They come to worship at the altar of my pussy. 

When they arrive they are clean, smell amazing, and I want to bury myself in their natural scents. They don’t need pot, alcohol, or anything to have a wonderful time with me. Occasionally we may have a drink or take mushrooms, but we don’t need to in order to continue cultivating our sensual connection. 

They arrive and we embrace. Taking each other in. A long, sensual embrace sinking into each other and feeling each other’s bodies with our hands. Then we share a long, deep, sensual kiss. I feel it in my pussy and the warmth starts to spread all over my body. After greeting we enjoy a beverage and cuddle on the couch, talking, flirting, touching. Then a moment comes where the desire becomes thick and we stand up to head to the bedroom. I sit my lover down on the bed and stare into his eyes as I take off my clothes very slowly making sure he sees everything. 

I remove my shirt. My pants and my bra slowly caressing my breasts for a while. I remove my underwear, bending over so he can see my ass. He waits. Then I walk towards him and he stands up. I run my hands under his shirt and feel his chest and back. I tell him, take off your shirt now. He does. Then I run my hands over his thighs, butt and feel his cock through his pants. I ask him if he wants to be naked with me, and he says yes and takes off his pants and underwear so fast. We stand naked and embrace again feeling our naked bodies. 

I tell him to sit down so his face can be at my breasts. He feels my ass, my breasts, we kiss. He kisses my neck and my ears, making me moan. He grabs my ass hard and pulls me towards him. I can feel his desire. His hands are full with my breasts now and he begins sucking my nipples, pulling each one deep into his mouth, both hands grasping and massaging my breasts and it feels so good. I continue to moan and the wetness between my legs grows. We move up the bed and lie naked legs intertwined, him hungrily sucking one nipple and then the other. He reaches his hand down and sweeps it along each inner thigh, getting closer and closer to my pussy. 

Then his hands find my pussy and slowly he strokes it letting one finger enter me slightly, feeling the wetness. He gently strokes my clitoris in a circular motion, rubbing the wetness around and around the hard, sensitive little mound. I let out a moan and open my mouth wider, exhaling deeply. I can feel his cock is very hard. I reach over and brush it with my hand. I cup his tight ball sack and firmly grasp his cock pulling it slightly. I am anticipating the moment that it will enter me just slightly. 

He is hungry for my pussy. He brings his face down between my legs and plays with my pussy with his tongue and fingers. He licks around my asshole, then licks his finger and sticks it in a little, opening me up very gently in such a pleasurable way. He can’t wait any longer to be inside of me and he very slowly begins to enter me with just the head of his enormous cock. I am so wet and it feels so good. He very slowly does several shallow thrusts and then comes out, I want him so much. I can’t wait for the deep thrusting that I know is coming soon. But he is slow and patient, making slow, shallow thrusts and he kisses me deeply, and sucks on my nipples. Slowly the thrusts get deeper and deeper and I cannot help myself from grabbing his hips and pushing him deeper and deeper into me. With the deepest thrusts he makes me come so hard. Nudging his cock deeper and deeper as I ride the waves of orgasm, my vagina spasms around his thick, hard cock. He gives me a moment to rest from my orgasm. 

Massaging my butt hungrily and I know that he wants to have anal sex. We use lots of lube and he kisses me and sucks on my nipples so hard as he enters my asshole with 1, then 2, and then 3 fingers. He gets me relaxed and lubed up and then starts to enter me with just the tip of his cock. It’s so intense and he moves so slowly, I feel like I’m breaking open just for him, just to give him access to my most private area. It feels so good. I feel so vulnerable and we are so present with each other and feel such a deep connection being so intimately connected. 

Finally, he is all the way inside my asshole with his huge cock, he barely has to make a few slow deep thrusts before he orgasms, it feels so good. As he orgasms he rubs my pussy and makes me come again as well. Once we have both come he stays inside of me for a long time as his cock goes back down to its softened state. As he withdraws he holds me so close and massages my butt and my boobs for a long time, kissing me deeply and holding me very close. 

As we cool down and cuddle under the covers we fall asleep for a time with our bodies intertwined. I love the smell of him. When we wake up we shower together. He soaps me up and gently and thoroughly washes every part of my body, being very gentle with my pussy and my asshole. He massages my soapy breasts for a long time. He can never get enough of my breasts. Then he thoroughly and carefully shampoos and conditions my hair. When he is done, I massage soap all over his body very slowly and gently cleaning him from head to toe. I wash his armpit hair, his pubic hair, and the hair on his head. I love his body so much. I love washing his butt and drawing my soapy hands up between his butt cheeks. He is hard again and I put my mouth around his cock and sit on a little stool in the shower licking and sucking his cock, pushing it into my mouth and deep into my throat as I grasp his hips and butt with my hands pulling him towards me. 

When he says it’s time, we stop and get out of the shower. We dry each other off with warm, soft towels and he combs my hair as I rub oil into my breasts and on my face. He massages lotion into my arms, belly, and legs. He is massaging lotion into my thighs and butt when he cannot resist anymore and pulls me over to the bed. We kiss passionately and he enters my pussy slowly and deeply. We make love so deeply and orgasm together in just a short time. He comes inside of me and it feels incredible. Again he stays inside me for a long time and we stay connected like that breathing together, breathing each other in, and smelling the smells of our sex. We fall asleep again for a short period of time before we arouse and disentangle ourselves, from one another. 

I go to the bathroom and rinse off again while he makes me tea and breakfast.  We feed each other sensually and sit close, legs touching and kissing still giddy from our passionate lovemaking. Then he leaves and I go to work with a freshly fucked glow. I love smelling his scent coming out of my pores, feeling the soreness in my pussy and asshole, and the butterflies and oxytocin that linger. 

I have this kind of sensual and sexual encounter at least once a week, sometimes 2 or even three times. These men all have had vasectomies. They are very clean, get tested for STDs regularly, and are sexually safe and responsible. They all have huge, hard cocks and LOVE my body so much and cannot get enough of my boobs and my butt. 

Sometimes we have sex outside, sometimes in the hot tub that one of them has. They all have very stable incomes and good jobs but are not obsessed with working. One of them may have a kid, but they are all single, stable, wealthy, and have nice cars and nice homes that I am invited to come to. They have clean, comfortable beds, feed me amazing food, and love to care for me. We text here and there, but love our quality time together. 

Sometimes we take weekend trips and stay in nice hotels or Airbnb’s and have amazing sex all weekend while seeing a beautiful new place. These men all make me laugh. They are all kind and sensitive to my feelings and want to talk about anything that is upsetting to either of us. They are very present with me. Not on their phones or working all the time. They prepare for our time together. They don’t answer calls or texts when we are together. We talk about all kinds of things and it’s the kind of conversation that is interesting, connective, creates comfort and loving feelings. They are each so thoughtful. 

I feel warm, relaxed, safe, cared for, and loved by each of them just as I am. Because I have 3 lovers, I have plenty of attention and affection and it’s not too much for any of them. They are different ages and at different stages of life, but with each of them we talk about our sex, what we love, what we want to try, what feels good, our feelings, and explore our spiritual growth together. 

We may take mushrooms together. We may meditate together, massage each other, take baths together, go on walks, and read to each other. Each of them cooks amazing food for me. I will feel at home in their homes and welcomed, cared for, and nourished by them.