The Places I Stayed Too Long

Abstract painting of intertwined human figures in soft blue and warm tones, evoking emotional connection, longing, and intimacy

There’s a kind of connection that feels real in the body before it ever becomes real in a life. That’s where I have lived. Not in relationships that were clearly chosen and built over time, but in moments—touch, eye contact, laughter, shared space, the feeling of being wanted for a second, an hour, a night.…

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space between

I keep circling the same question: does S feel something for me beyond our sessions? For more than three years, S has touched me, held me, witnessed me. We’ve moved between massage and conscious intimacy, weaving back and forth across boundaries that feel both clear and porous. The exploration of our naked bodies never feels…

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my wild woman

naked, wet, muddy, sexy, sensual, wild woman, san francisco bay, china camp state park

Written before my wild woman photoshoot: Who is my wild woman self? What does she long for? How does she move through the world? How does she move her body? How does the skin of her face rest and revive itself? How does it feel inside of her when pleasure rises up through her body…

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dream lovers

lovers, making love, sex, pleasure, sexual fantasy, divine sexual goddess, breast worship, sacred love,

A message from my divine sexual goddess self…I can have all the dream lovers that I want and can handle. Trust yourself. Trust your own process. You know. You do not take wrong turns or make wrong decisions. Follow your course as it reveals itself to you. You know the way. Be with what is.…

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