pleasure
the verge
I’ve gone to the edge of my comfort zone with him, again and again. He invited me there—and I said yes. I invited him there. I invited myself. Willingly. Softly. Sensually. Each time I opened a little more. Embraced more. Received more. Touched more. Trusted more. And in all of it, he was there. Tracking…
Read Morekissing
More than a week later, I can still see the faint mark just above my left nipple where he sucked my breast with such intense passion. I look at it each day in the mirror, run my finger over that spot and feel a rush of pleasure flow through my body remembering our time together.…
Read Morefull moon feeling
Friday night full moons can feel a certain way. With this one I felt an expectation of myself to be wild, maybe I’d even embody my sexy goddess self fully. Sometimes life doesn’t go the way we plan. I found myself in tears and not feeling even remotely sexy as my evening sensual massage appointment…
Read Morejungle cat
This time my invitation to him is to find my edges and nudge them. I invite us to both be naked this time. I invite him to use his mouth on my body. I spend hours getting ready for him. I hydrate. I slowly, sensually shave my entire body in anticipation of his hands and…
Read Morepleasure practice
I had a pleasure practice long before I knew that it was called a Pleasure Practice. I learned how to give myself orgasms before I even knew what the word masturbate meant. I intuitively understood to keep this thing that I really, really enjoyed to myself and only do it in private. In the forty-something…
Read Moresensual evening with myself
I feel joy being naked in the hot spring healing waters. Naked in silence. I’m in the company of others intending to relax and have a quiet moment. There’s an unspoken agreement to respect each other’s sovereignty, to move carefully, giving our sacred bodies a buffer of space with respect. I like slowly walking down…
Read Moreerotic connection
Moments of magic looping together. Closeness. Care. Skin touching skin. Moving hands and bodies intertwining. Being inside an erotic connection with someone who cares about and is invested in my pleasure and my wellbeing. These are some elements of the medicine of erotic connection. Holding erotic space well must take deep mastery of the self.…
Read Moremy desires
He asked me to think deeply about my desires and my intention for working with him. The focus of our work is in service of me and my healing. Having the space to feel into what I desire and speak it has proven to be very powerful for me. In the past, and even now,…
Read Moresensual massage
Is it intentional when you touch your penis to my hand? Lay it in my open hand so I can feel it grow erect. I like knowing that you feel turned on by touching my naked body. I don’t know if it means anything else. It seems like a silent way to communicate that you…
Read Morepussy prayer
I want to look at my pussy and see my divine beauty Please pull all of me in under the spell of my pussy power Open my heart to all that my pussy ignites inside of me Pussy, you are the channel of everything Your opening is a miracle inside which miracles happen Please help…
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