When I don’t ignore my body, I don’t disappear

Expressive painting of a nude woman with closed eyes and relaxed posture, evoking surrender, embodiment, pleasure, and emotional intimacy.

I’m noticing a connection. On Saturday when I saw M., we tried sitting down to talk. Almost immediately, I felt uncomfortable. There really isn’t a comfortable way to sit in that room. He even admitted that. Usually he takes the chair and I sit on that weird folded futon. It’s not comfortable. And there have…

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presence

Pencil sketch of a reclining nude female figure drawn on crumpled white paper, isolated on white background

I’m noticing a connection. On Saturday when I saw M., we tried sitting down to talk. Almost immediately, I felt uncomfortable. There really isn’t a comfortable way to sit in that room. He even admitted that. Usually he takes the chair and I sit on the weird folded futon. It’s not comfortable. And there have…

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full moon feeling

Friday night full moons can feel a certain way. With this one I felt an expectation of myself to be wild, maybe I’d even embody my sexy goddess self fully. Sometimes life doesn’t go the way we plan. I found myself in tears and not feeling even remotely sexy as my evening sensual massage appointment…

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self-pleasure

jade egg, orgasm, self-love, masturbate, yoni

The truth is I have had most of my best orgasms by myself. My practice of self-pleasure has developed into one of the most meaningful and pleasurable ways I spend my time. I feel so alive, so cared for, cherished, and held…by myself! It is a beautiful thing, to love myself and embrace my sensuality in…

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