space between

I keep circling the same question: does S feel something for me beyond our sessions? For more than three years, S has touched me, held me, witnessed me. We’ve moved between massage and conscious intimacy, weaving back and forth across boundaries that feel both clear and porous. The exploration of our naked bodies never feels…

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erotic connection

erotic connection

Moments of magic looping together. Closeness. Care. Skin touching skin. Moving hands and bodies intertwining. Being inside an erotic connection with someone who cares about and is invested in my pleasure and my wellbeing. These are some elements of the medicine of erotic connection. Holding erotic space well must take deep mastery of the self.…

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sensual massage

touch my body, love my skin, sensual touch, erotic massage

Is it intentional when you touch your penis to my hand? Lay it in my open hand so I can feel it grow erect. I like knowing that you feel turned on by touching my naked body. I don’t know if it means anything else. It seems like a silent way to communicate that you…

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