Posts Tagged ‘erotic embodiment’
Taking Courage to Slow Down
For years, I experienced sex in a way that felt like I had no real agency over the pace or sequence of events, over how my body was touched and enjoyed, and around my feelings of pleasure, overwhelm, discomfort or whatever felt like too much, not enough, or more of what was just right. The…
Read Moreuntangling desire & trust
I had gone into today’s session with an idea—maybe I would let M. witness me pleasuring myself. He had suggested it last time, and the thought stayed with me. For weeks I imagined myself opening in that way: vibrator in hand, egg inside, body exposed in orgasm before his eyes. But as the day grew…
Read Moretouch, trust, and intimacy
It takes me a long time to trust someone with my body. A long time to let myself truly receive—not just kindness or love, but physical touch, sensual care, erotic presence. I’ve loved massage for years, but I didn’t always know how to receive it. I used to perform the role of the “good client”:…
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