Posts Tagged ‘desire’
Taking Courage to Slow Down
For years, I experienced sex in a way that felt like I had no real agency over the pace or sequence of events, over how my body was touched and enjoyed, and around my feelings of pleasure, overwhelm, discomfort or whatever felt like too much, not enough, or more of what was just right. The…
Read Moreuntangling desire & trust
I had gone into today’s session with an idea—maybe I would let M. witness me pleasuring myself. He had suggested it last time, and the thought stayed with me. For weeks I imagined myself opening in that way: vibrator in hand, egg inside, body exposed in orgasm before his eyes. But as the day grew…
Read Morelips
I think of all the times our lips have touched. All of the times that we kissed…I wish I could have stopped time in those moments. I wish they had lasted longer. We often don’t know when a kiss will be the last one. I’m remembering the last time that we kissed. Will our lips…
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